
~Dreaming Of Days~
I am dreaming of days gone by, during which I spent so much time with the Lord.
Initially after meeting the Lord, I was enthralled with the idea of having a
friend whom I could speak with at any given moment.
A friend with whom I could visit with 24/7!!!
During
different phases of my life, that inter-connectedness; that constant
communion, would be interrupted. And sometimes it was interrupted for
longer periods of time.
At the current time, this aspect of my
life seems to be moving along at a nice little clip! I am enjoying my
communion with the Lord more & more, during this season of my life.
There seems to be a freshness in the air of prayer! There exists a
certain kind of friendliness in the garden of prayer in my heart. I sense
even more, the gentleness of the Lord, & His sweet closeness. It
feels like peace. Like a soft tenderness, but not overwhelming.
Since I spend so much time alone, I thought I would take the time to write about
what this is like for me, especially in regards to the spiritual part of my life.
In general, I feel much less of a dependence upon people. The result of
which, is that I feel an increasing, healthy dependence upon the Lord.
Which is what He was after, all along. Being with Jesus is like
Springtime & Autumn, combined {my two favorite seasons}! I
experience the crisp newness of Spring, along with the calming balminess
of the Fall. Both make me think of breezes, & gently billowing
curtains, as if a special presence has just entered into the room. Yet
invisible, like the soft breeze.
I love to talk about all kinds
of things with Jesus. The news, how I feel about things, what I love
& enjoy, & my sorrows over world events. I seek Him for wisdom
concerning how t
react, & how to pray over current events, & globally-impacting
issues. I honestly love {not always like} the people of this planet. I
care for their souls. I care for their troubles, concerns, &
reactions. I care for their spirituality. And I care about where they
will spend eternity.
I speak to Jesus about the different phases
of development within my own life. I ask for insight, clarity, &
wisdom. I ask for forgiveness, & spiritual cleansing. I ask for
direction, & I ask that my spiritual eyes are opened further, to
receive spiritual enlightenment from Him.
Mostly, I just want to
enjoy Jesus, as if He were right here with me, in person. I speak to
Him, knowing Him as my Savior, but also, knowing Him as my Friend! It is
as if I am locked into some quiet & secret place, as I visit with
Him. It is as if almost nothing else exits a
the moment, but Himself & me…secreted away in some
Paradise-like place.
A place of visions, dreams, sharing, caring, & creativity.

Although this may be brief, I hope I adequately expressed
what my alone-time with Jesus Christ is like.
May you all be blessed today, & every day, in Jesus’ name!
~Love to you, in life’s journey~Swan Song~
©2010~Writings by Amber~
{~Swan Songs Scripts~}~

Powered by ScribeFire.

